Poems (Curwen)/Is there a Hell?

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4489322Poems — Is there a Hell?Annie Isabel Curwen
Is there a Hell?
WRITTEN DURING A NEWSPAPER CONTROVERSY ON THE SUBJECT.

O God! great God! answer Thou me,
If mortal may dare to question Thee,—
    Is there a hell?
A place of torment where the soul,
Long as eternal ages roll,
    Is doomed to dwell?
A place where, to appease Thine ire,
The souls of men must burn in fire
    Unquenchable?

Father! O Father, Infinite!
Would'st doom to everlasting night,
    To endless pain,
Souls that repented them too late?
Is Divine wrath insatiate?
    And would'st Thou gain
Aught that would serve a God like Thee
By witnessing the misery
    Of suff'ring men?

O God! great God! pity Thou me,
If, questioning thus, I anger Thee;
    But we rebel
Against the thought that love like Thine
Could such a fiendish plan design
    As create hell;
The thought is a monstrosity—
A slur on Thy divinity:
    Is there a hell?

With beating heart and straining ear,
I wait in mingled awe and fear
   For God's reply.
Was it a whisper that I heard,
Or the rustling wing of a passing bird,
   Or spirit's sigh?
Or did I, for a moment's space,
Meet a lost soul face to face
   In eternity?

Surely the veil was rent aside,
And I heard on the "other side"
   A spirit's wail:
A wail that came from some dread place
In the fathomless bounds of space,
   Where the lost dwell:
Echoing through the ghostly air
Came the anguished voice of Despair—
   "There is a hell!"

"Hell made by man; its torturing fires
Kindled by his own base desires
   And purpose fell;
And here, where ghosts of dead sins rise,
Here, where the worm of grief ne'er dies,
   We lost souls dwell;
Bound by remorse in galling chains,
We suffer agonising pains
   In our own hell."

Thus did that awful spirit voice
Tell me that hell is man's own choice.
    Thus do I tell
This strange thing, hoping it may win
Some soul from the dark path of sin,
    From purpose fell;
For, surely as God liveth, I
Assert with all solemnity,—
    There is a hell!

And, from its dark and dread abyss,
The lost will gaze on worlds of bliss
    Which they have lost;
Will see afar the pastures green,
The fountains with their silver sheen,
    The shining host;
And know that they themselves have fixed
The barriers that lie betwixt
    The happy coast.