THE BELDONALD HOLBEIN
stage, the conditions for our start must be such as should exclude all elements of disturbance, such, in a word, as she herself should judge absolutely favourable. And it seemed that these conditions were easily imperilled. Suddenly, for instance, at a moment when I was expecting her to meet an appointment—the first—that I had proposed, I received a hurried visit from Mrs. Munden, who came on her behalf to let me know that the season happened just not to be propitious and that our friend couldn't be quite sure, to the hour, when it would again become so. Nothing, she felt, would make it so but a total absence of worry.
"Oh, a 'total absence,'" I said, "is a large order! We live in a worrying world."
"Yes; and she feels exactly that—more than you'd think. It's in fact just why she mustn't have, as she has now, a particular distress on at the very moment. She wants to look, of course, her best, and such things tell on her appearance."
I shook my head. "Nothing tells on her appearance. Nothing reaches it in any way; nothing gets at it. However, I can understand her anxiety. But what's her particular distress?"
"Why, the illness of Miss Dadd."
"And who in the world's Miss Dadd?"
"Her most intimate friend and constant companion—the lady who was with us here that first day."
"Oh, the little round, black woman who gurgled with admiration?"
"None other. But she was taken ill last week, and it may very well be that she'll gurgle no more. She was very bad yesterday and is no better to-day, and Nina is much upset. If anything happens to Miss Dadd she'll have to get another, and, though she has had two or three before, that won't be so easy."
"Two or three Miss Dadds? Is it possible? And still wanting another!" I recalled the poor lady com-
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